Friday, December 01, 2006
Saying i love you, aint gonna help.nope. not thinking so much isnt going to help. lol. yeah.. if i cant even answer my own voices.. thats really bad. haha. ive been wondering. i have so many friends, good friends. why? lol. its like. i have no distinct group of closer friends or anything like that. everyones just kinda. the same. well. i kinda treat everyone rather equally, kinda luh. lol. and ive never really trusted anyone with everything that i had. i guess thats why i never had a best friend. for me.
best friends are only considered if they both regard each other as their best friend. lol. and i never had one. yeah. sad right. i know someones whos just like that too. but i just cant.. i dont know. its hard to make ppl open up to me.
yeah. cant blame them. im naturally retarded and crazy and i dont seem one bit human. well. IM GONNA PWN YOU IN OLVLS. okay nvm. random and off topic. but i will la. haha. everyones looking down on me. and soon they will realize my power. lol. but when they finally realize, its too late. :O anw. im very selective about the people who i share my problems with. and those who know, have figured out that im a quite, or rather, a very emo person. and my problem. is very complicated and long.
well.
ranting over my own sad story isnt going to help either.gotta get my groove on.
Tralalala.
