Monday, November 27, 2006
There's nothing here worth saving,No one here at all.It will be a day like this one;When the sky falls down.Sometimes.I just place my trust and hope in all the wrong people.i make all the wrong choices of picking my good friends.most of them. well i havent actually had a
best friend for a very long time. that sad. i know.
Of course the reason that i even DID place my trust in them, is cause they have somehow been close to me in a way or another. okay. ill be frank here. im the kinda guy who does NOT like to argue and be angry and stuff like that. there are some people that i constantly pray for and worry about, even if they may not be THAT close to me. i know im like. i dont really make this known. and they probaly dont even know that i even gave a crap about them. but somehow or another, just worrying about them has like.. raised their level of importance to me? i read their blogs, try to get closer to them, share their problems, and stuff like that. and when they just react with things like, oh youre just some normal friend, just like all the others.. and its.. very..'ugh'.
God has been giving me this prompting.He has been speaking to me. and also giving me names, to help the people around me to the best that i can.even tho ive been messing in many things that ive not needed to be messing around in, its okay. even if you dont care about me, but your problems have been solved, its okay. as long as it just provides me with this..
inner peace.
and im very
very thankful for that. haha. (:
I dont need to make sense. cause this is MY blog.
Is this what they call freedom?Is this what you call pain?Is this what they call discontented fame?It will be a day like this one;When the world caves in.
Tralalala.
