Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i shall not complain.
i shall not complain.
i shall not complain.
Core geog's a killer. My thoughts have been quite wierd lately. Seriously. I have no idea what is wrong with me. but i know im so gonna die. this 'im looking forward to it' feeling that i had when exams just started is like totally gone now. not because i cannot study. not because i know i didnt do well in the past 2 papers. but because of that. but i still shall not complain. no matter how many vulgarites. how much shit i want to say. i wont say it. but the study mood i had got is totally.. gone. forever. i just want to let go now. but this is the worst time to do so. my mind was this close to blacking out in the emaths test. im scared. im really scared. on the verge of breaking down. i dont want to continue with my papers.. postpone them to next month or something. Help me. Feeling so moodless. ill get a good sleep. and when i wake up. hopefully nobody will remind me about that incident anymore. and ill be able to revise the final bit of geog in that 2 hours.
If only you were here,right by me.
Tralalala.
