Monday, October 09, 2006
I dont wanna close my eyes, I dont wanna fall asleep;Cause i miss you, baby. And i dont wanna miss a thing.
One of the few times with two posts in one day. haha. came home at 3.. slacked till now. wanted to take a nap, but my minds been filled with so many random thoughts and it just kept me awake while lying on the bed and listening to a few jay chou songs at the same time. i think emo songs really connect with me. haha. thats quite bad. oh well. its 6.51 im gonna chemistry at 715.. until.. like 11 plus. or so. yep. sigh. i really need help with chem. =\ Physics and Emaths was quite okay la. kinda expected. haha. im really scared for my ss, chem and amaths. haha. but afterall i just have to pass english and 3 other subjects. aye. -.-" then ill choing next year. haha. but everyone is choinging next year too. so.. no point. i guess ill just choing super lot. haha. :D samuels hair is scary. and my dreams are getting scarier too. as in, not all about samuels hair, but yeah. and there are of course plenty of nice ones too :D . on sunday at changi, i was just listening to joy and cuifen talk abt.."the end" and stuff. i didnt really want to comment much on it cos i myself havent really read finish revalations because i think its quite scary. haha. i know i know. im so lame rite. ugh. -.-" i guess ill finish it up next. looks quite interesting. haha. i had this.. 1 and a half hr reflection time yesterday night. from like. 10 till 11.30 plus plus. you know. sometimes when you just switch off all the music. off all the lights. (which having both at the same time is quite rare for me unless im sleeping) and just sit up on ur bed. and maybe just reflect. about everything. usually its during those kinda times that im really able to find out what my heart is troubled with. or other stuffs. thinking is quite fun. esp like dreaming kinda thinking. haha. i LOVE to imagine my future. how i would have a pretty pretty and nice wife, kids, and of course, my bmw. haha. oh ya!! i so totally love kids. i was buying ice cream this afternoon. and there was like this kiddo in front of me buying ice cream. hahahaha. kids are just so cute la. with their big and cute eyes which ALWAYS give the impression that they are asking 'why?' lol. gahahahaha. omg SO CUTE. okay nvm. 2 more days till the end of 'exams' and 3 more when it OFFICALLY ends. ah.. cant wait. shucks. i should have planned that dumb chalet la. Rahhs. OMG I SOUND LIKE JOY SIM. okay i meant RARR. nonono. then ill sound like wenjie. okay forget this. -.-" anw. i really regretted not planning la. 1a brought alot of fun. haha. all the innocence of being in a sec 1 class. :O *sniff* haha. even after all that ... 3 hours of stoning and doing absolutely nth except singing along to jay chous songs. im still confused about something. haha. clemence, dont you just enjoy doing things that you know wont have a good ending. aha. gosh. (okay that sounded gay) anw. nathanael i need to talk to you ._. oh yah. come to think of it, i suddenly feel like my friends have just suddenly begun to be close again during this exam period. but its kinda weird la. like. it happened kinda unknowningly. haha. i wanna make another wallpaper soon. really really soon. wait. did i say that. lol. i MEANT. i wanna COMPLETE my upcoming wallpaper soon. heh. do look foward to it. another masterpiece from your favourite local photoshoper. HAHA. and maybe i wanna make a new one too. ive got sudden inspiration. haha. but of course ill have plenty of time at home.. after getting grounded for hell long cos of that yellow form. WHICH i still havent told my parents about. s-i-g-h.
I just wanna hold you close.;
And make you mine again.
can you feel the emo. :O
Tralalala.
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