Sunday, September 10, 2006
Things that i would have never thought of doing before,
Im doing them tommorrow.Ah. The start of a new term. As they say, its never too late to change. Lets hope so.
My life plan, not just a dream, is kinda special as you can see. If a dream is something that is achieveable, i wouldnt call it a
dream. i believe i was made for great things.
When i get to that stage of my life i will never, forget my secondary school friends. People say secondary school friends are the closest you will get to true friends. why? cause its 4 years long and 13- 16 is just that part in life where you begin to cherish your friendships. i think so too. why? cause. even now, i feel that my friends are the most important factor that will determine which jc i would go to next next year.
i dont think anyone knows yet, but i wont be attending church for quite awhile.. maybe just the occassional cell group. my parents have asked me to stop attending church until at least my eoys are over. of course nobody wants their own son to
retain in sec 3.i do have to
honour both spiritual and non spiritual families but i think its more impt to honour my own parents now. i hope that after eoys i can get back to church and get baptized. please pray for me. that in this long period of time, my relationship with god will not be weakened.
its amazing how, in this period of struggle, with all the problems coming up, i can still find peace. and i really thank god for it. maybe its because now, i have truly opened up my spiritual eyes and im able to see the path that he set for me. that was how great the impact of my church camp was. to me. somehow it just feels so great being able to have so much faith in him.
On the other hand,
I think.
Im a really lousy person. Really. I realize how bad ive been treating some of my friends. close friends that arent so close anymore. its really my fault by not even trying to catch up with them. some of these friends i dont even talk to. its simple things like this that make me so guilty. I want to catch up, i wanna share that closeness again. If any of you i have drifted from are reading this, im really sorry. sometimes i just dont bother when you talk to me cause im really busy or something, but thats no excuse. some of you i may not be able to catch up with now, but dont be shocked if i just call you out during the end of year hols. i wanna repair all these broken relationships. and start anew.
over these past few nights;the bible struck me really hard.so has my timetable.
Tralalala.
