Wednesday, September 06, 2006
tadaaa.
man. study skills tdy. quite boring. and quite interesting at the same time. met up at macdonalds for breakfast. then off to school. seriously. 8am-9pm is retarded. too long alr really. although its interesting. people just get bored. staying in their room all the time. ramesh muttusamy ramasamy was the guy that just really caught my attention. he is just this.. gay guy who gets everyones attention. but ive gotta admit hes good at speaking. cracking racist jokes about yourself -.-"
ohh chinese people are the most colourful people in the world! when they are angry they turn red, when they are tired they turn blue, when they are gonna die they turn green! so complicated. but for indians, one colour suits all! .. uh-huh -.-. lol. although he mostly talked abt rubbish that caught our attention, there was just one part where he asked us to write 5 goals. abt our future. or something. one of these things was if i would be financially stable in the future.
im not now. my dad is jobless. my mum is working part time. my sister does tution while going to school. we barely even have enough to spend. but my parents are just all hiding this from me and my sis. they still let us use the aircon, tv, everything, when i off the aircon, they come in the middle of the night and on it back d-.-b yep. i really hope this bad patch goes away soon. please pray for me and my family. ): of course there were much more things on my mind other than those 5 things i wrote. but i shant talk about it. then there was this 2nd speaker. melvin. he's a gamer. lol. i liked the part where he said all girls go to the school of
how to break up with your boyfriend. lol. hearing stuff and stories from everyone that i knew, the process of breaking up was EXACTLY the same. haha. the last guy was kinda boring. maybe cause we were all tired liao. i could tell he was getting a lil angry also. haha. pretty much slacked throughout.
but this lesson was really a reality check for me. i
have to work hard. not just for myself. but for my family. i
need to help support this family of mine in the future. i want to aim high. i wanna drive a bmw. i want to be earning around 10k a month. i want my parents to just relax at the end of it all. cause they just deserve it so much.
sigh. ive gotta buck up.i wanna tell you all about me.; but i just dont know how to put it.
Tralalala.
