Sunday, September 03, 2006
3 days ago. i set off for
STAR Encounter! Ha. At first we went for games day. till 545. then me,wesley, gina, olivia and yuka went off early for encounter. haha. If you didnt know, encounter is a camp organised by our church (FCBC) so that we would be really able to encounter and know him. yeah. soo. we took mrt to kovan took bus. spent awhile looking for the correct place. we then settled down in our doms. made a few new friends. yep. i think hong sang(my cell leader) is really nice. he follow us all the way then b4 he left he prayed for us. (: haa. yep. so me and wes were in the same dom then gina olie and yuka were in the same dom. Our( me and wes) instructor was this really cool guy called James Lu. YAY. haha. he has super black eyebags. hahaha. anw.there wasnt really much on the first day. just got to know my dom mates and my group moree. haha. there was only one session. which was the intro.Day 1: Altho it was just the intro. it was very nice. just starting off with worship and a short talk. then wathed a movie. we watch b4 in sch but nvm. haha. ( the one abt the guy in the hospital with luekimia* then he died) yep. haha. they also passed us a sin list. it was just this list of sins that ppl commit. may it be anything from sexual immoralities to generation curses. ya. then we were supposed to tick and write a short prayer. aft the session, me and wes just sat down and did the list when everyone was busy bathing. if i didnt read, i wouldnt even know i suffer from some of the things such as like reading horoscopes (thats following false gods!) altho it was just for fun. but. i really ticked alot of things. and just at that time, i felt so
full of sin. after that, we did our bible study and prayed for each other. then took some retarded photos with the girls, bathed, ate supper, then off to sleep we went.Day 2: This was the most busy day. we had 4 sessions, and 2 hrs of games. non stop. haha. the sessions were just abt Who God is, Sin, Solution to Sin, And water baptism. I wont talk about all of them but ill just talk abt the one which struck me,and mostly everyone the most.- Solution to Sin.
"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1 :9We watched another short clip. Of
Passion of the Christ. While watching the vid, i just broke down. i didnt know that i had caused him so much suffering. He didnt even do anything wrong, yet he died on the cross for US. he was totally pure, free from all sin, he didnt deserve to die. But he did it all for us. Everytime we sin, we are just like nailing his hand onto the cross. We are the ones that caused him to die on the cross.
Jesus' blood that was shed on the cross paid for our freedom. heb 9:14, 22aft the vid, some just continued staying in the room. worshiping and praying. i prayed so hard. i just felt like i wanted to be forgiven. so badly. and to just break me apart from everything thats being a burden to me. i prayed for all my friends too. for all their various problems. i think im begining to like praying. just like wesley. haha. anw. we went down to just rip our sin list apart and burn them in the fire. at that moment, i just felt so clean. so.. forgiven. it was just truly a miracle. there was so much praying. praying for each other. everyone. i just felt so.. safe. and warm and fuzzy on the inside. yep. that night was just all god. i really got to know all my dommates much more. ppl like jon.. and his friend HAHAHA and ben.. yep. i think.. ill get bapatized soon.. as soon as possible. cos..
Baptism is a command to be obeyed. yep. just more talking rubbish and pictures in the night. did bs again. had an early night.
Day 3: Yeah there was really much on the last day. just some sessions on having faith and where do we go after this. i have to say this was a really enjoyable experience and that i just took this camp as a chance to just let go of everything and strengthen my commitment to god. yep. darn. i want another one. haha.
Alrights. thats all.. People want me to play dota again -.-"
Tralalala.
