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Saturday, December 03, 2005
whew. its december already. holidays been kinda boring. its 1 am in the morning. i dont feel like sleeping. if i sleep id just be staring at my ceiling again. no its not because i suffer from nightmares and i dun wanna sleep. its just that.. how to say. i just dont have the mood to do anything. and people always see me like i have the mood to do stuff when i never do so i just follow. just read soph's blog. so sad huh when ppl actually reflect on what they have done. its wierd. when you look back and actually realize the things you have done. some are just so stupid, so impossible. oh well somehow i still have to thank this 2b class. for everything luh. it may not have been a good year for me. but i still thank god for everything. (: from the friends ive made, to the teachers. they have helped me through quite alot.and they are actually a bunch of quite sensitive and caring ppl. haha. i rmb the times when things didnt go well. and how they would just cheer me up.ppl like jarold with his stupid faces, dawn with her neverending smses, even darren asks if im okay. its just makes me feel like somebody for once. the teachers. mrs yeo , mr ganesan , tai lao shi. they are actually quite nice ppl. esp mr ganesan. funny and serious at the same time (as soph puts it) he's really a great teacher. haha. i rmb all the things ive had with this class. from the skateboarding to everything else. going seoul garden. throwing eggs down taka. :x haha. they are really a great bunch of fun ppl.(jarold.ben.jerome.darren. wesley.austin. shawn.) tt group. haha but when it comes to studies... :x. heh. didnt really work as hard as i wanted to this year. didnt get my triple sciences. but i dun blame them.. its just my. time management and i still played alot. then theres the other group.(jiawei. songyang. robin. kevlyn) they are more of the study type. but they are quite fun too. haha just tt i dun share the same kinda thing with them. gundam. not for me. haha. of course theres much more ppl. im tired to list luh. haha. but ya dawns been a good friend. :) haha. siew yi's okay. haha. soph is one of my better friends la. haha. then theres.. MORE people. haha. but next year.. theres not so much distractions. more time to focus. as i promised myself. i will do away with the com. so next year you will see less and less of me online. of course ill still be going out. and smsing ppl. but less la. double sciences is harder than triple for me. so i gotta put in extra effort. and i WILL reach my target. of course ill keep in touch with my good 2b friends. GOOD 2b friends. (: other than 2b theres still my own group of ppl outside of my class. not much bonding with them.. just do stuff la. yae. i kinda miss 1A suddenly. ill miss 2B too. haha. why is everyone asking me to do a 2b chalet when im even 2b monitor -.- i hope there will be one. somehow. 1a will one too! i think. haha. mid year again. mr firhad again? sigh. mr firhad. i didnt choose bio so i wont be seeing him.. so sad. i think he's my best science teacher. i mean. i KNOW. haha. oh well. whats done been done. all i can do is make sure i dun mess up again.and im sure i wont. i hope.
Listening To>
Maroon 5.-Sunday Morning.
Tralalala.