Monday, December 12, 2005
man. this sucks. ive finally found a game. that im addicted to. and its freaking satanic. so im not gonna play it. lol. freaking DOTA. -.-" id like to eclipse ppl. its so fun.

I watched the proverbial sunrise.
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I’m losing my mind.
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and live my lifeStop right there
That’s exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It’s the very moment that I wish that I could take backI'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
Tralalala.