Wednesday, December 07, 2005
looking at 2006. im really scared. im serious. just the thought of it scares the shit out of me. i have so little friends.there.what if i dont do well again? i fell so hard at sec 1. its hard to get up. what if. i dont get what i want again. id do anything. ANYTHING.for myself i get back to wad i was in primary school.anything. i wont touch no soccer ball. i wont touch so much com. i wont even touch my ps2. still. somehow it doesnt seem enough. ive already started on next years stuff. but theres just this feeling. im scared. im really scared....
Tralalala.