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Saturday, November 05, 2005
oouchies. just finished my dinner and my leg is still aching from the training just now. i tore something but its minor. i guess i shldnt worry abt it too much. sigh. 7th november. 2 days away. i know what the result will be. but somehow i just wish. i just hope. i WANT to worry about my studies. i WANT to be setting the good example. nono. im not aiming to be a councilor or anything.but i just feel it. that urge to get everything back on track again. sure. as bernice says. getting serious may not be a good thing. it stops me from being the crazy person i am. but i guess its good. at least i dun make a fool out of myself. be it in public. while playing soccer. anything. at least i dont make myself feel pathetic. it sucks. it really does. i think i screwed up my job. my boss called and i just declined. sigh. i dont wanna mess up. anything. tdy was a rather boring day. just went to bb. then played captains ball. then soccer. yesterday played pool. i need this job. i dont wanna waste my holidays away. i dont wanna feel poor. i wanna be happy. like really happy. sheow en left 33rd tdy. sighh. what a good friend. he encourages me all the time. but i dont think i even thank him much. i hope ill see him. somehow.somewhere. tdys performance in soccer i doubt ill get into the friendly starting 11. shit this.
Tralalala.