Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Dont give me that shit.Im Gonna Pick Myself Up And Walk In The Opposite Direction.dead.screwed.just use whatever word you want.just dont laugh. i told you. ALL of you. good things never last. i screwed up EVERYTHING and im not proud of it. my results are so bad i don even want to talk about it. at least my parents sympathize with me. but i hate it when they do that. like its okay. you can still go double. but thats not even what im aiming for. i aim for my own targets. high up. and i fall terribly. maybe im just not cut out. not cut out for anything.im just different from all of you. good in studies. good in soccer. good in getting girls. good in games. good in everything. im not. im nothing. ill just take the easy way out. ill go double. without all my friends. ill cope. i hope. i laugh. my days pass by like how time flies.and at the end. im not ready. not one bit.theres nothing that isnt important to me. nothing. i hate the way i am. im just an ass la.im doing everything wrong. im gonna cry. im gonna die. im stressed when exams are over. if i get into triple now.ill do whatever you want me to. just not combined. please. friday report book is out.i hope and pray. 90 and above. in level. PLEASE.
trust me. just this once.our friendship is worth much more than that.
Tralalala.
