You.
Sunday, May 29, 2005
lalala. half a year has passed. what have i learnt.? REFLECTION TIME!. alright.. i made more friends. ill only name the more significant ones.. jiawei.robin.annette.sophia.luke.darren.wenhui.and blablablabla. then ive becum better friends with ppl like. jerome.wesley.songyang. ya.. and more.. they are all NICENICE people..thanks everyone. but. then again. my marks are suffering.badly. i dunno how many times ive said this. but i feel so useless. like i can be picking up my book now. and start studying. but i always say that. but i cant. im too laid back.thats wad mrs yeo said. i think so too. but. i guess. i do have to change. my projects are settled now. with more..'stable' groups. i hope. im totally dissapointed with myself. i just.feel like breaking down. and cry.cry to my hearts content. if others can. why cant i. WHY. whenever i think about this. arrgh. im not expecting too much of myself. i know i can do it. I KNOW I CAN. i did it before. now. i feel so stupid. like im behind everyone else. when i started with them. together. im tired.i cant perform. yet all of the others can. Its so hard to cope. when im all alone. when. nobody understands me.
Tralalala.